After couple of failed attempts to return to India, here I am planning to start allover again. I don’t want to fool myself by blaming others or environment, my attempts failed due to my fear, lake of vision, and my current comfort level.
At least, this time I am planning to layout a plan. First and foremost, the “pro and cons”
a. Better career opportunity in India, both for my wife and I
b. Family support
c. Kids might have better friends circle
d. No mortgage
e. Can get a driver, maid, cook
f. Could be for the best for my parents
g. My father might get my kids to a good school
i. My Physical state
j. Could run a business
k. Could get back to my initial love “Politics”.
a. Quality of life will go down
b. Time spent with my kids will go down
c. Got to mediate between my wife and parents (and I hate that)
e. Adaptation for my 6 year old
f. Both my brothers are here in states
g. My physical state
j. Need for a sustainable high income
k. Will lose my Green Card, thus my ability to come back
I know I would have missed some elements, it’s a draft anyhow, will revisit.